Baby or Work?

judging from the number of posts i have been putting up, i guess one would realize that i've been SUPER BUSY recently. when I've got a lot of working assignments on hand, i can be somewhat myopic. i have more than 70 students at hand ... hopefully can accomplish at least 50 of them ... so that I don't have to work for the next half a year and can focus more on the needs of my baby. i feel so so sooooooooo guilty for not spending enough quality time with her nowadays, and frankly speaking, I wasn't prepared for that. i want to go to work, yet spend time with little chloe. sometimes I wonder how other mommies do it.